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Thursday, April 13, 2006

Some thoughts

Some mixed thoughts going through my brain recently...
  • Urgh. Should be more proactive in my life. Been lax lately. Must carry out human revolution.
  • Hooked up on 大长金!Mentor disciple spirit is portrayed vividly in 长金精神。Really inspiration drama. Alot of things everyone can learn from the show. And good acting man! The food looks so delicious!
  • Hmm, how can I go about with MDAS project? How can I inspire everyone to work actively for the project? And how can I convince the committe to accept this project? Haiz seemed like I'm the only one excited about doing this for MDAS. Anyway, it's not just for MDAS. It's for everyone. Must have the stand-alone spirit. Must use my action to inspire others.
  • It's time to get ready for april's zadankai. And this month I'm assigned as MC for zadankai. I'M ASSIGNED AS MC FOR ZADANKAI?!?!?! Stress...... First time to take on this challenging task. Oh no panic, siao siao, urgh.... Must really prepare well and chant alot of Daimoku for lifeforce and courage!
  • Haven't been doing much for NUSSD. Must chant for great growth of everyone.
  • Shakubuku is always in my mind now. How to do? How to start? Must resolve to do shakubuku no matter what.
  • Uncle is back in Singapore. Instead of awakening to his life's mission, he is still stuck in delusion. Must chant for him that his seed of buddhahood to ripen as quickly as possible. My family's karma must be eradicated in this lifetime!